Thread:AzureKnight2008/@comment-30866120-20170825222712/@comment-5053743-20170918102400

Whenever I defend Seme, I do it, cause I love her. We have been a happy couple for quite a while now and I feel like the happiest demon god in the world whenever I'm around her. Her illness made me very worried, though and she's doing okay right now, but still...

** chuckles** Well, defending your woman... that sounds just like you. :D

Nevertheless, it's important to display such an attitude toward an enemy only, not a friend. Knowing your personlity, you're passionate n driven, who rarely give much thought to how your actions would affect others. For this reason, I understand n would not overthink our previous mishap. :)

Hmm... I just thought, that maybe, you should talk to Goki via his message wall.

The last time I saw him, he seemed still rather afraid of ya, despite you saying, that it's okay now. I think, he still hasn't forgiven himself for what has happened in the past.

Please... you need to talk to him and tell him, that things are fine now and you won't eat him or something, cause I think, that likely won't come out of his shell on his own.

If you don't want to talk to him alone, I can join in and be neutral or something. I just think, that now, that we get along and stuff, it's the right time to fix what went wrong, so Goki and you can be friends again, too and noone will feel left out anymore! :3

So, you believe I should talk to him?

Sorry, I just... can't. I don't believe I have the courage to do so. Please... excuse me.

** smiles sadly**

He's a real friend.

I have not a doubt about what you told me, but... it's only to his group and other people, I'd say. :)

Whenever you need help, he's there pretty much instantly, if he can.

For the two of us, the situation is reversed.

I've been fighting tirelessly for his name for years, even when almost the whole world outside Asia turns its back on him. Ever since we met on KDZ Wikia, I was the one who have responded to his every requests, no matter how small, and helped defending him again against the wicked scheme of whatever group that posed a threat to his manliness. Without fail.

You know, I even opened up a lot to him before (via private mails/talks), and gave my trust without condition.

But, what did I receive in return?

Heartbreak after heartbreak.

How should I put it? He always seems to be the first person to break the harmony of the group by doubting my friendship & intergrity, in spite of everything I did to him & his friends & the Wikia in general.

** heavy sighs**

I'm sorry I don't want to dwell on the past. Still... allow me to share my feelings for a little longer. :)

It was like when you faked insanity in a while and realized that your friends, whom you once believed would get your back no matter what, all turned their back on you, even the one you've always looked up to as an idol & a trusted ally whom you could always count on in the toughest time.

If I remember right, he was the person who blocked me, called me an 'ordinary fan girl' (nothing special), and facilitated the idea that I 'ruined' your reputation (via that "Vandilisam" work invented by you). Then, he even announced that I didn't deserve a second chance even when I tried hard to save our friendship.

Now you probably know why I did hold Freddy in high regard. He almost represented the Blue Lord whom I always adores for wisdom & good judgement. He helped save the friendship I always value. :)

But, don't you worry. We can still interact as good friends, but getting close like we once were before? I don't think I can handle anymore heartbreak from your Blue comrade. **shakes head n smiles sadly**

Ah... I don't have any problems with ya being open about ya feelings. In fact, I think, that being open about one's feelings is very important! X3

You're right. Just as people can’t always read your mind, sometimes it is difficult to interpret what someone else is thinking or feeling. So, being able to communicate openly with your friends helps to strengthen relationships in a good way. :)

Nah. Why shouldn't I trust ya? I don't have any reason not to do so. (laughs)

Hehe! Yeah, I know. I'm both consistenst in my words and actions, too! But ya already knew that, didn't ya? ;3

I'm glad. :) And I'd appreciate it even much more if you don't go around telling people that I'm Miss 'V' (for Vandilisam/Vandalism) ever again. That word was truly damaging, you know, even though you said it was a joke. LOL. :))))))))))

THANK YOU. I still remember your good deed when you occasionally jumped in n calmed everyone when things got heated. It sounds a bit OOC for you, but since know you've changed, I appreciate it a lot. :D

Take care & Have a great weekstart. ;)