User blog comment:Goki2/The broken hearted one/@comment-30866325-20171030004232/@comment-27493717-20171030004732

(slitted pupils and hissing)

Oh, really? XD

(still with slitted pupils)

Hmm... From what I know, there are only two Kimegami in this world. And the other one... Hmm...

Actually, the other one has been a longtime rival to me.

I don't know her name, but she uses the elements of Light, Steel and Wood and her personality is more like Vasara's, but way more aggressive.

She already tried to destroy our world multiple times, but luckily, I always succeeded in stopping her and her monsters. I don't know where she is hiding right now, though, but her actions still seems to gravely affect our world.

(growls)

Hm? "Gorgeous and finely featured"?

(purr)

Thank you. That's very kind of you to say.

Hm?

(chuckles)

Am I really exerting that much power, that you can feel my presence in Japan despite me being that far away?

Ohoho! It hurts? X3

Aww... I don't have any intention of making your... sensitive parts hurt... (sends you a virtual hug)

Well... At least you won't get yourself into trouble again, if you can... control yourself... ^^'

How could I have so much power? Ah...

It took me a long time to regain my elements. I had to fight for everything I've ever had.

The only reason I'm doing okay right now is, because I fought fiercely and because my loved ones were right behind me.

There were many nights, where I cried myself to bed, because noone understood me and there was so much hatred in this world.

Life was tough for me since I was reincarnated. So much fighting... My life was nothing but being tortured from almost every side for a very long time.

It has only been since the past 5 years, that I finally got to meet people, who really apprechiate me for who I am and that my parents got to somehow understand the real me instead of my life going on as it did.

So much pain... so much suffering...

I am glad, that it all came to an end. (soft sigh)

For a long time, the only thing that kept me on going was my sheer will to keep on going. There was no hope and no strength left, but I just kept pushing forward...

Azure is a good friend, but I don't think, she understands what I've been through.

Zenki recently told me, that Azure said, that Chiaki had a very rough life and I had only advantages. This isn't true though.

I think, Azure knows nothing about all the horrible things, I had to endure in my life. Chiaki had a really nice life in comparision to mine.

At least, Chiaki always had Saki, Jukai and Kuribayashi at her side, but I had noone for a long time. When I was little, my parents didn't care about me. Noone did.

Despite this, I never gave up. I stood up for myself and others. I protected them against bullies and unfair judgement.

Often, I was punished for doing the right thing.

I was beaten quite a lot, but only adults could beat me, whenever a bully started a fight, they would be the losers, as I always was just way too good at self defense.

An adult was too strong, tough.

I still have scars from my past. Both deep scars in my mind and on my body.

The ones on my body have mostly healed, only leaving white lines, but the ones in my mind still make tears roll down my face when I remember.

But noone cares about the hardships I went through.

All they see is the happy and cheerful me, that I am now. Do they believe, that my life always was nice?

I hope, I will never have to grit my teeth like that ever again. And I hope, that Azure will understand one day, too...

Humans can be so cruel...

But luckily, the nice humans are the majority.

The cruel humans' voices are just louder than the nice ones', that's all...