User blog comment:Zenki7/I wonder.../@comment-30866120-20171231190032/@comment-30866120-20171231190439

(agitated Chibi Zenki hiss and glare)

Recently, I came across your talk with Miss Azure over at DeviantArt and I was totally shocked about the things going on there!

After sleepin' over it, I calmed down again, but now our bot Elsoraq has (re)moved the old stuff and added the new stuff and now my past self looks like a bag of angry little demons instead of mah soft self.

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(sad sigh and ears drop)

I... I...

Yeah...

I guess, I can't hide it from ya any longer, right...?

In the past, I was very proud. Maybe the proudest Kishin alive and...

While I did care about Goki and his family, I never had much concern about humanity.

Ya probably remember how I reacted towards Chiaki and stuff... Yeah...

I only gradually became more respectful towards them, but I never really understood humans.

I also never liked old man Ozunu telling me what to do, even if he only wanted the best for me.

Just like you, I don't like being ordered around, so you might be able to understand me.

It's snazzy to have a non-human master, cause I could never get mahself to open up to a human like that. They'd think I'm a jerk or something.

Humans are so weird sometimes.

What I actually wanted to say was, that I felt greatly hurt by this old stuff being brought up again and now I feel like my presence on this wiki has been tainted.

Now I'm all the old Zenki to the humans. The Zenki they can kick around and tell, that he has to do anything they say.

It's so sad and I don't like it.

I just wanna be free and... yeah... okay... I also still want to be the strongest Kishin, but I want to be the strongest Kishin to protect you and not for my own selfishness as things were in the past. I'm really different now, yet the same.

Well... You know, right...? (sad sigh and ears drop - looks away)