Thread:AzureKnight2008/@comment-1916698-20170926153556/@comment-30866120-20171014233709

Uhm...

Of cause, I still didn't answer ya question, what I learned from all of this. (or maybe I did)

My past self felt constantly attacked by the humans around him and just wouldn't let anyone near him, because he felt, that they would restrict his freedom and use him for their needs instead of seeing them as they truely were.

Ozunu, Chiaki and Saki all cared about me and only wanted my best and all I did was snapping at them over and over again. Ozunu was calm and knew this and gave me time and Chiaki was young, but tried her best to keep herself together and Saki was being respectful and gave me time, too.

I think this is all age, experience and growing in character, though.

In the past, I was a demon god child in a demon gods body, cue the series' title, while now I am truely a demon god in a demon god's body. (or at least trying my best to be)

(let's out a manly laugh)

It's... It's just a shame, it took me so long to realize this. (looks up to the ceiling fan)

A thousand years and none the wiser. And... another... what was it? 25 years? And I meet Semerone, who is just as young but a lot like Ozunu and somehow manages to accomplish, what Ozunu and Chiaki couldn't? (rolleyes)

25 years... to meet a 25 year old woman, who understands me and who I fall in love with and who allows me to grow beyond my childish past self? (rolleyes again)

And... because I trust you, here's something, I regard a very intimate detail about my relationship with Semerone.

''Please note, that this was before I started being the guy I'm today. This was, when I was still my old self.''

The weirdest part about all of this has to be, that when Semerone asked me to tell me about what I feel like on the inside, for the first time, I started snapping at her and attacked her, just as I did with Chiaki back, when she first unsealed me.

The wild and untamed demon god just went through with me, because why should I open up to a stranger and she was so much like Ozunu.

But, she was so calm. Nothing like Chiaki. I had Semerone's head in my huge paw and threatened to crush it, but she just smiled at me like Goki always does.

Back then, this confused me for a moment and she countered me, by kicking me in a very sensitive place.

This was the first time, anyone ever did this to me and I didn't see it coming.

The horrible agony just took me down. Defeated... by a woman... just like that.

It was extremely humilating and afterwards, I was very afraid of her, but her kind and caring personality. After being extremely agitated, she later came back and said, that she was sorry.

She was sorry for kicking me in my most sensitive place, despite that huge demon god almost crushing her skull?

I was even more confused. But then we sat there together and started talking. Over the course of days and weeks and months, we got closer and I changed... and I fell in love with her... and we became a couple...

Still... It was the strangest thing, that has ever happened to me.

I never wanted to talk about this ever again in the open (the old talk, that Semerone, Goki and myself once had about this topic has long been deleted), but it was probably the most important part of me becoming the demon god that I am now.

I hope, you don't judge me for what happened on that day about a year ago.

Yes... another year and I changed from the fierce demon god with a childish mind to the kind and fun guy I'm now, but it's probably for the better, if I know and understand the differences between the guy I was and the one I am now.